Ambivalence

I hate this feeling. And u are not here, and u, are also not here.
I hate it. I don't like it. I absolutely detest it. !#%$^&*b-(
Hum. Ha ha, typing on a blog by myself, for what?
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Hei, nvm, maybe a good way to keep stress away. Never tried. Just try this time, might be good.
Hum. So, dude.. should I break it? Or should I not? Isn't that the thing u've set up for yrself? Yah, unfortunately it is.
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Ok, decided. Refrain, keep silent and wait for a while.
Everything's gonna be fine.
Hopefully.