Worst time, hmmz, as usual

Worst experience @NUS as usual: final/exam-time.
But how funny. Not because of stress from revision as others, because I feel no real stress .. haha (Exam-time is so free actually, compared to projects), but instead I feel more depressed and more alone. That's the worst thing that could ever happen here. And "fortunately" when all of your f.r.i.e.n.d.s are not around.. hmmmz.
Silence creeps into your body and starts to corrode your heart, irresistibly. It destroys all of your emotions @@. This isn't healthy at all, is it ?!#$^%&*b-(
Humz, or maybe others also feel the same. Who knows.
!#%$^*& b-(
...
But. My friend. She now feels no more, breathes no more, sees no more..., and exists no more. She can't even feel this terrible silence like I do? So who is much luckier?
...
And I'm here for my dream, aren't I?
Jiayou, myself.
mocphale.


................................................................................................dreams

Dumb

"...My heart is broke

But I have some glue

Help me inhale

And mend it with you

We'll float around

And hang out on clouds

Then we'll come down

And have a hang-over

Have a hang-over (x3)..."

Dumb - Nirvana

Lost

TITLE: Lithium

ARTIST: Nirvana

Im so happy cause today

Ive found my friends ...

They're in my head

Im so ugly, but thats okay, cause so are you ...

We've broken our mirrors

Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...

And Im not scared

Light my candles, in a daze

cause Ive found god

Yeah (x6)

Im so lonely but thats okay, I shaved my head ...

And Im not sad

And just maybe Im to blame for all Ive heard ...

But Im not sure

Im so excited, I cant wait to meet you there ...

But I dont care

Im so horny, but thats okay ...

My will is good

Yeah(x6)

(x2)

I like it - Im not gonna crack

I miss you - Im not gonna crack

I love you - Im not gonna crack

I killed you - Im not gonna crack

Im so happy cause today

Ive found my friends ...

Theyre in my head

Im so ugly, but thats okay, cause so are you ...

Weve broken our mirrors

Sunday morning is everyday for all I care ...

And Im not scared

Light my candles in a daze ...cause Ive found god

Yeah, yeah, yeah(x2)

(x2)

I like it - Im not gonna crack

I miss you - Im not gonna crack

I love you - Im not gonna crack

I killed you - Im not gonna crack

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sUUHNf0S5cA

(Always)

MUA HA HA HA HA

"Tam^ hon^` cua? dda' " - Buc Tuong

Muahahahaha.....

Lau lam roi.

Nho ca? mot thoi nam nhat, nam hai, nho ca mot mua` "quan^ su*."

nhi' nha nhi' nho^' voi nhieu ki niem.

~

Yahuuuuuuuuuu'.

Moments :]

Yea, we rockkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!

P.S. Hic, Le Hoi Truyen Thong cuoi cung, vay la khong ve kip roi !$%^$!&*b-(

Tho*... ooooooooo*... o*.

" ..va` la' ro*i.

va` gio'.

va` nang.

khong gi ca?

va` em.."

@.- Hu'.

[PGP, 29 Nov 2006 - Tuc ca?nh la' ro*i va` gio' thoi^?]

[Hic, cai nay` it nhat cung giong giong tho* chu nhi @.-]

Hehehe

Today is a new day. I really love it :].

Yahuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu'!

Why would we need to find a way to untie a knot, when there were also another choice to CUT it OFF?

(... and begin new ones... haha)

Mind decided.

&*@$#%^&b-(

!#%$^*&b-(

Ambivalence

I hate this feeling. And u are not here, and u, are also not here.
I hate it. I don't like it. I absolutely detest it. !#%$^&*b-(
Hum. Ha ha, typing on a blog by myself, for what?
glsdkfgksdfklgjsdkljgklsdjfgdf;kadfjghsjdghkljsdlgkhjklsgjhkjgfhjioohytrh..
Hei, nvm, maybe a good way to keep stress away. Never tried. Just try this time, might be good.
Hum. So, dude.. should I break it? Or should I not? Isn't that the thing u've set up for yrself? Yah, unfortunately it is.
sdfjkghldkfgkadfmghakldfngkladfgasdgfasfkgjdklfgjskldfgjlskdjgkljsdklgjsdfklgjl..
Ok, decided. Refrain, keep silent and wait for a while.
Everything's gonna be fine.
Hopefully.

..

How on earth can I keep a cold head and a warm heart? The 2nd's always there. But the 1st is not. ARGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

What the #!$%^&*@( is going on in my head?

Edvard Munch, u absolutely did a masterpiece :[[

Some Buddha's words

http://www.souledout.org/wesak/storybuddha.html
Mugging "History and Theory of Southeast Asian Architecture", reviewing the influence of Buddhism (Hinduism, Islam etc...) on SEAsian Architecture, and coming across this interesting link about life and death of the very first Buddha - Sakyamuni (Thich Ca). This is quite a nice write-up about him. But it confuses me.
In the middle part, some of his words were written as:
"Charity, knowledge and virtue are possessions that cannot be lost. To do a little good is worth more than accomplishing works of a difficult nature. The perfect man is nothing unless he pours out kindness on his fellow creatures, unless he consoles the abandoned. My doctrine is a doctrine of mercy. The way of salvation is open to all. Destroy your passions as the elephant would trample down a reed hut. But I would have you know that it is a mistaken idea to believe that one can escape from one's passions by taking shelter in hermitages. The only remedy against evil is healthy reality."
I know that Buddhism conceives desires as the ultimate cause of all pains. And passion is somehow just indifferent from desires. Then for those who wanna learn much from Buddhism but don't really wanna take it seriously at present, how do they apply this specific advice? Gradually destroy all of their passions? How about those saying "life is passion" all the time?
Moment of confusion again with Buddhism @@. Hmm...

[Zen painting............................... "The Book of Tea" - Okakura Kakuzo]

@@ boring mugging time

Tangled hair, sweaty face, absent-minded eyes... PGP Wafflegirl... chac.

I'm too easily to be shot.

This is not good, is it?! @@

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Chua chup duoc hinh cua nang, thoi thi post hinh Mina cua DQV len vay. Heiz :}

[Photo by courtesy of Dao Quoc Viet]

Buddies - at sixes and sevens

Lau.. discussionNaughty, departed dog, u have a place in my heart. Ha?
Liked her. La`n Singapore's UFO

Love is all around. ca'nh cu.tNever bored with streetfood.

Angkor 2006

Trapped 2004 Papa is also a very good paparazzo, like me. Yo. Phu My Hung 2004

Hunger @Hue

Kinh dien "Diego Maradona"

Rockbanddd: "Thanh Nam va ddong^` bo.n" Our album cover (surely to be released.. but dunno when :[ ) 1 chu't re^u

Dalat's breakin' in

Oh dear, girlss... our lifelong obsession @@ Langbiang's Titanic versionLau

RooftopRed

Ei, buddie Trellis My beloved book-shelf, I'll finally have to say goodbye to u this summer :'[ Nvm, we did have a great time together. And moments are just enough. Love u *:]