I could have chosen my second option to do differently, and not to cause u more trouble at this crazy time of the year. But anyway I did it, just as the way I felt [after all of my sleepless and uneasy nights]. Because we all know: time never returns.
I hope that things gonna be fine with u, and your own trouble will also be solved.
For me, I feel fine. Whatever it may turn out to be.
There're only 2 words I wanna wish u this time, my dear sis: